Not Faultless

You know I look in the mirror every morning and know that I am not even close to faultless. But I wouldn't treat a flea the way you treated me. I have much more respect for people than you will ever have. It seems like you apply a double standard to everything in your life - including infidelity.

You think your transgressions are not as bad as the transgressions of anyone else. Thats because you have a sense of entitlement, like your whore.
The word “infidelity” is defined as any violation of the mutually agreed-upon rules or boundaries of a relationship, and is a breach of faith in an inter-personal relationship. It’s not limited or dependent on sex or intimacy with the whore – it’s dependent on breaking your bond with me. And being in an affair with a serial marriage wrecker is about you not upholding your values. In fact I would say this to you - you set the bar low and consistently fail to reach it. You certainly set the bar low with her. Any lower and you might have found yourself in a farmyard looking longingly at the pig-sty.

You wanted to have an affair to give yourself some crazy external validation. Having a happy family life, good wife, enough food and drink, a comfortable loving home, and wife who adored you clearly didn't give you the validation you so clearly needed and felt entitled to.

I'm going to tell you what you and your affair looks like from here:

Chances are you chose each other because you are both stupid and believe all the sh*t that regularly poured out of each others mouths. You made yourself available because instead of putting in the work here, you thought it would be much easier to just deceive your wife and kids. She hung onto your every word like some f*cking retard. Oh remind me again, she IS a f*cking retard. You are both mediocrities, useless pieces of human waste.

You are both more interested in getting your egos stroked than actively contributing to the happiness of your collective children and significant partners. You both put your shallow neediness ahead of your children. Like everything else in your pitiful lives, when the going gets tough, you trash it and bomb it until it is no longer. You are both spineless and gutless and such a waste of space. Whats the matter with you - do you prefer to be with a no-hope c*mdumpster than nurturing your children?

Neither of you are well hidden enough under the slimy rock you both crawled from - you are both totally transparent. Everyone sees you for what you are. Oh yes Mr Smartarse - YOU think everyone thinks you are a fine upstanding man. A man that cherishes his wife and family. A man of principles and morals. A man who is respected. Well let me tell you this - none of that is true. Not now.

And another thing - why are you mortified about who and how many people know about your bad behaviour, Hell you should be putting your back into regaining my trust and loyalty, not worrying about who the hell knows what a scumbag you really are. Loser.

Isn't it pathetic that you, the one person that should be covering my back, protecting ME, is the one that I now have to protect MYSELF from.

Listen to this you pair of lying cheats - I have seen your true colours, I have seen what worthless piles of steaming excrement you are, I have seen what your stupid fantasy life is made of - but you know something - I WILL not let you bring me down. I deserve better than to have such toxic crap in my life. I am DETERMINED to find the person I was before, before you two toxic tw*ts decided to live a life of fantasy and destroy our marriage.

F*cktard