A Long Overdue Rant

I don't get this, please let me know if I am missing something or this is really the sum total of you and the whores damaged minds.

You had an affair with someone you didn’t fancy, that you didn’t connect with at any emotional level, who didn’t matter an iota to you. You didn’t once think about the consequences around health, your home, your wife, your wife’s feelings, your marriage and the effects on it. You lied to my face constantly during that period, not little kind lies either, great big massive life changing damaging lies and you don’t understand why I have such an issue in “getting it” and “getting over it”.

So, I hope you were ecstatically happy during that period where you lived in your stupid fantasy land with your skanky whore getting your massive selfish egos flattered every day whilst you ignored your wife’s needs, lied barefaced to her, but pretended to her that your life with her was hunky dory.

I hope you look back with fondness at how you systematically destroyed my self esteem, the joy in my life and my ability to trust anyone.

I hope you are proud that I find myself once again in turmoil, in counselling, trying to come to terms with and undo all the hurt and damage you caused because “you felt lonely on business trips” and made some conscious choices that you KNEW were wrong.

I hope you look back with positive thoughts about how much you didn’t contribute to your marriage and children’s lives whilst you plotted and planned nights away with your ego-flattering whore under the pretext of working hard for you and the girls.
You need to start working hard around here to demonstrate your loyalty to your family. If you have time to mess around with a marriage wrecker then you are NOT putting the yard work in with your family.

I hope that you and your whore you are proud of just how much damage you can inflict on another human being under the guise of “having your egos flattered” and "being good friends". A true friend to you WOULD NOT TRY TO DAMAGE YOUR MARRIAGE. So never ever try to tell me she was your "friend". She was NOT your friend. Get it? SHE WAS NOT YOUR FRIEND.

I hope that our beautiful daughters never ever ever meet anyone they love unconditionally only to experience what you put their mother through. I hope I never have to comfort them and try to rebuild them if they do.